hey,im sorry if i caused any misunderstanding or unhappiness..i mean if im in the wrong ill definitely apologise..im very sorry if i offended you in one way or another and that its never intended..im sorry if i caused a lot of disturbance or chaos in your life and that i really have no intention of doing so..im sorry if my 'hostile-like' behaviour caused some problems and im really trying an effort to improve/change,give me some more time..im sorry if i kept saying sorry but i cant think of any other words to replace sorry..
Thursday, January 22, 2009 . 9:14 PM
Its great that im able to see my friends from all over the place...and erics such a joker..! nonetheless i assume that eric and jinho and whoever else that blabber about me liking jia en is just crap...besides..this year is the o level year and i dont want to get involved in any relationships as of this year..actually make that 3 more years cos we arent supposed to get into relationships until 18 years old..so yeah..im trying to clear any misunderstanding thats brewing and yup..if i dont happen to say hi to you even though i see you and you see me..i apologise and ill try to change myself and indeed say hi to you or just a simple hi gesture..hope the people involved are reading this..haa..:D
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 . 11:12 PM
Today's SuperTeen programme really tests how long your bum is able to sit still...the programme is over a span of 3 days, accumulating a total time of 39.5h including today..although short toilet breaks are implemented in between sessions, you honestly feel an uncontrollable urge to just arise and roam around..and the stupidest thing of all was that for the entire 13h i spent in school today, i only visited the iRoom, canteen, toilet and the foyer..i mean like, that's the only place we ever go and the most frequent was between the iRoom and the canteen area..tomorrow's going to be the same and friday's going to be 0.5h longer than the days before..but to be frank, it teaches a lot of things that really enables you to change yourself which, is totally up to you to decide..
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 . 11:35 PM
Wow, it's really amazing and shocking how people can change. It's not that I have not noticed that but that it was a total unexpected stunning encounter. I mean, I'm not invisible in front of you so why can't you just 打个招呼? Would saying a word of 'hello', 'hi' or whatever thing there is just to greet the other person kill you? It's not like we're both 陌生人 or something close or like that. I don't know the cause, but whatever the cause, I am feeling as if you 翻脸不认人. The feeling isn't good as such, I'm not going to disclose any names and I think someone has to take the initiative. Well, I consulted my tutor and she has a point, I could take the first step. I'm not pointing the blame at anyone but you know, arrggghhh...you get it don't you...
Sunday, January 4, 2009 . 2:44 AM
Today it's going to be 2 days in 1. I doubt 100% that I'll be able to sleep tonight due to the fact that some unfriendly friends couldn't care to remind me of the school holiday work that needs to be completed. Instead, they reminded each other without informing me. Now I'm rushing through trying desperately to finish all the work that I can accomplish. Anyway it's the year of 'Love Your Neighbour', can't people be more caring towards each other...? God, I'm praying that You would stir some care in peoples' hearts towards each other, I also hope that the friends I know are really true friends who stand by you, guide you and help you. By the way, view Miley Cyrus' - True Friend lyrics, some lyrics are just that true. Oh well, I'm not going to say anything about school cos it's mundane except the fact that you've been in school so long, everytime you think of the 'O' Level examinations are in this year in a few more months time and time moves faster than you hope it would, it simply freaks you out. That's my take this year.
